My interests

I would LIKE to use the internet to puruse my specific interests instead of being forcefed garbage from a facebook newsfeed. Facebook has political motivations and is censorious and duplicituous. I am also gettig banned and if I want to remain engaged and entertained online I am forced to enter the larger internet "world."

Of course it would be best if I actually entered the real, physical world.

I think dashboards and control pannels and just centralizing organization is important. Organization helps immensely with time management and spending time in a rewarding way. For me, I feel a compulsive need to document and showcase everything like a narcissist, focusing on the way things appear and the type of person I appear to be to boost my self esteem and deprived ego. My ego seems to be deprived of anything real, real human connections, real rapport, real social reward and connection in the real world. This goes back to a young age and being isolated and overly controled with the internet as one of the few things I was allowed to do.

Here are interests I would like to focus on, any interests, I'm putting down general interests and will hopefully be able to name more specific ones:

Somehow become a news reader? Flipboard might be good for that
Blog discovery?
Put specific amounts of time into your interests like film and tv or video media research every day so you have new stuff to watch
Music-how to organize music? Practice searches on youtube. Find a good way to organize your music interests
Good films or movies
History of dance?

I am not good at figuring this out. I would like to start a youtube channel and start practicing photography and I'm interested in film criticism and production.